Anthony asks: > What does one seek for in one's "search for truth"? > Salvation? The Nature of God? The Secrets of the Universe? > Why Life? Why _Me_? A Reason to live? > > A truism: the seeker of truth seeks answers. > But to what questions? > No one but the uninformed would assert, > There is no "truth"-- I speak the truth > when I say I'm wearing cotton gym shorts right now. > It is the truth that gravity > is the force behind planetary motion. > It is the truth that the speed of light is a constant. > It is the truth you and I will die, ultimately. > > Yet it is the truth some seek a deity from fear of damnation. > Some seek a deity for a center to their lives. > Some find a deity a convenient sociological construct. > Some find no need for a deity at all. And happily. I have no answers to these questions, and if I did, it would be presumptuous of me to offer such answers of my own in a discussion that purports to center on the philosophy of Kierkegaard who has so much to say on the topics in issue. It is helpful, I think, to remind ourselves that Kierkegaard identified truth with subjectivity, with inwardness and the with the pathos that is the hallmark of subjectivity, and that Kierkegaard explicitly declared objectivity to be falsehood. To the extent that they are themselves replete with incongruity and paradox, Kierkegaard's criteria cannot be claimed to answer Anthony's questions; but they do provide a constructive and, in my judgment, inordinately productive framework for thinking about Anthony's questions dialectically. Indeed, the transformation of our experience which critical, dialectic thought is capable of inducing may be the only answer to Anthony's questions that we will ever be able to find. The cotton gym shorts, the planetary motion, and the speed of light which Anthony cites as "truths" are objective and do not qualify as truth in the sense of Kierkegaard. Neither do the other commodities with which we clothe and feed ourselves, in the production and commerces of which we which we spend our lives and earn our livelihood. Similarly proscribed are the constants, the magic numbers of physics, the atomic and celestial dimensions that are the pride of modern science. These too are falsehoods to the extent that they purport to be objective. Even the laws of physics and the certainties of mathematics fall by the wayside of Kierkegaard's demonic pilgrimage toward the divine. Similarly, the considerations of how why or whether others seek deity. Truth is subjectivity. Subjectivity is the passion of the _individual_, and as such is unconcerned and unaffected by concurrence or contradiction of "others". And it makes no difference how the passion of the individual, the subjective passion, is denominated, whether as the search for "truth", for "God", or for any of the other grounds of existence, for they are but names for, and expressions of, the same subjective experience. That is what I understand Kierkegaard to say. Kierkegaard's vision of truth is radical and revolutionary as is the Christianity of the New Testament with which it wrestles. It flies in the face of the social, political and scientific realities of the contemporary world. Coming to terms with the truth that Kierkegaard has discovered, is, I believe, the work of a lifetime. "et beatus est, quicumque non fuerit scandalizatus in me." "... blessed is he whosoever shall not be offended in me." (Luke 7,23)