Dear Cyndy, The maple tree in front of my window has started to shed its leaves. I suppose it's for lack of rain that they are grey and brown, rather than flaming crimson, as in other years. Our recent correspondence requires two corrections: Your comment about Jung's ideas about memories of race suggests that you may have misunderstood my translation of the Rilke citation. Here's what I wrote: ==> My own evaluation of memory and history are rooted in an observation of Rilke's which I may have cited to you before: "Das was geschieht hat einen solchen Vorsprung vor unserm Meinen, dass wir's nie einholen, und nie erfahren wie es wirklich aussah." "That which occurs has such advance over our surmises, that we will never catch up with it, and never know what it really looked like." An unpoetic, albeit literal translation. The metaphor is of a race, in which what happens is always so far ahead of the observer who chases after it the effort to discover its true appearance is in vain. Such was Rilke's interpretation of his inability to understand the motives and to assimilate the experience of a friend's suicide. <== The race to which I referred is not the genetic concept of race. I meant the Marathon-like foot race, where one runner tries to catch up and overtake the one ahead of him. =============================== In the catalogue of your family's houses in Canaan, I overlooked Ellens. So you have four prospective family rentals available. When I mentioned the possibility of renting, I was contemplating your own hypothetical visits to Canaan, rather than your children's or grandchildren's. You write: _ "I would very much like to have my kids have a foothold _ in the area because their cousins mean so much to them. _ This would negate your suggestion of their renting from _ Gillian, Jane, or Peter's kin, since the purpose of being _ there would be to socialize with them all. Please don't consider me critical or unduly intrusive, when I ask who are the "kids" and who are their "cousins", and most specifically, who will socialize with whom, and wouldn't such socialization be enhanced rather than inhibited if "the kids" were guests or renters in the home of one of those whose company they cherished? And assuming that such socialization would be enhanced by a place of their own, would such enhancement be worth half a million dollars to them? Rilke once wrote somewhere that his entire life had been the attempt to recapture his (unfulfilled) childhood. So, in many respects has mine, as you can infer from much that I have written to you. I interpret your account of The Farm, your continuing passion for Heyshott and Canaan, - and not least your willingness to take the time to correspond with me, as incidents of an analogous need. You won't take offence when I write that I interpret your purchase of the Granfield property, if it came to pass, as done for yourself, not for your children or grandchildren, in search for your own childhood. I'm very supportive and not at all critical: why shouldn't you make this purchase for yourself; if accomplished astutely, prudently and wisely, it might prove to be an investment of great benefit also to your family. (If done impulsively, it might turn into a disaster.) I myself would proceed in true Teutonic fashion with a detailed exploration of all possibilities. I would reexamine de novo all options with respect to new construction, "custom built" and partially or entirely pre-fabricated. I would also explore the option of modular "mobile" homes. I would establish as best I could the market value of the Granfield property and would make an offer at the price at which I thought it would be a very good investment. I would, under no circumstances, permit my emotions to seduce me to pay a price that I could not readily recover if later I should change my mind. If you couldn't purchase the Granfield property at a very favorable price, you would have new construction on your own property to fall back on. All this entails a great deal of preliminary work with which I am prepared to give you as much help as you want. Please give my best to Ned. Jochen