Dear Cyndy, This morning I'm in a state of perplexity. A lady, Edith Boehme, a teacher at the Nibelungenrealschule in Braunschweig who was involved with the Stolpersteine project about which you know, has e-mailed me that next week she and her husband are visiting their two daughters, both in their late twenties who are studying dancing in New York City. They are planning a motor trip through New England and would like to stop in Belmont to hand to me a book about the Stolpersteine project with reference to our family. The four of them would also, subsequent to a perhaps ill advised invitation, like to spend the night of October 14, at our house. Our first response was to accommodate them by returning to Belmont a week early. I'm fascinated by the pathos and drama of the situation, and from the depths I can hear my father's voice: Das hat mit uns nichts zu tun. (That has nothing to do with us.) And yet, it obviously does, and I thought if only to demonstrate our appreciation for all the historical effort, albeit unsolicited and perhaps ill advised, of which my family was the focus and to demonstrate our share of civility and politeness, we shouldn't hide. This morning, however, Margaret seems weak and ill, complains of shortness of breath. Today at least, she's not able to do the necessary packing. She's also not able to tell me what needs to be packed, for the obvious reason that until she opens the bureau drawer or the closet door, she doesn't remember exactly what's inside and can't instruct me what should be left and what should be taken back to Belmont. We had originally planned to return to Belmont on October 18; then to accommodate our hypothetical, potential visitors we thought we should return on October 11. Right now, it's up in the air. Meanwhile, in about 10 minutes, my lumberjack neighbor who scavenges our woods, is scheduled to arrive to fell another very tall dead locust tree that is looming over the house. He wants and needs my help. I hope neither he nor I get hurt, and I'll keep you informed.