Dear Marion, Thank you for your letter. I wish you the very best for the results of the laboratory tests, when you receive them, namely that the examinations ill turn out to have been entirely "unnecessary." As you are well aware, the genius of your correspondence your knack for asking the right questions, inquiries for which I have been waiting, which I am eager to try to answer. In your most recent letter you ask: "As a thoughtful person and a long-time witness to your own hand-biting behavior, do you think your judgement about the value of medical treatments is sound?" My replies: A) I consider "health" in part a quasi-religious issue, or, if you like, an "existential" matter, which each person must adjudicate in his or her own behalf, a question to which it's folly to presume to dictate an answer and about which to proselytize or propagandize is an insult to the spirit. My own orientation is mirrored in a poem-prayer of Rilke's: O Herr, gib jedem seinen eignen Tod. Das Sterben, das aus jenem Leben geht, darin er Liebe hatte, Sinn und Not. Rainer Maria Rilke, 15.4.1903, Viareggio I expand the imperative for "seinen eigenen Tod", ones own death, to an imperative for "seine eigene Krankheit", - ones own illness, a disease condition by which one is transformed and into which one is transformed, an illness which is no longer inimical to, but which is the ultimate completion and fulfillment of ones existence. B) I consider it in part a rational and an historical issue. B.1) Significant facets of contemporary medicine appear to me to be wasteful and destructive, both economically and spiritually, being driven by i) greed of physicians, medical institutions and insurance companies, ii) governmental compulsion for regulation and control, and iii) popular ignorance, superstition and fear. B.2) Significant facets of contemporary medicine appear to me to constitute remarkable achievements of human intelligence and social organization: e.g. prevention of plague, typhus, cholera, smallpox, poliomyelitis, tetanus, rabies ... much, though not all antibacterial and antiviral chemotherapy. It is usually very difficult, if not impossible, to determine the value of therapies newly introduced. C) The primary task of the physician is not "to cure" the patient, but to mediate, like a broker, between her or him and contemporary scientific, professional, economic reality: to help the patient identify and obtain the "health care" which is optimal for her or him. By these standards, the destruction which the medical profession is perpetrating on the health of individuals is quite comparable to the destruction which the banks inflict on the individuals on whose houses they foreclose. The doctors are doing to the spirit of the nation what the bankers are doing to its economy. Have I answered your question? Jochen