Dear Marion, It appears that I've gotten hooked on Buechner-Vietor. An error to be corrected: Minna Jaegle and Georg Buechner were never married. They became engaged while Buechner studied in Strassburg. Buechner was distracted in Giessen by his medical studies and by his conspiratorial activities. He died in exile in Zuerich of typhus before the marriage could take place. The last letter he wrote to her: _ "Du kommst bald? Mit dem Jugendmut ist's fort, _ ich bekomme sonst graue Haare; ich muss mich bald wieder _ an Deiner inneren Glueckseligkeit staerken und Deiner _ goettlichen Unbefangenheit und Deinem lieben Leichtsinn _ und all Deinen boesen Eigenschaften, boeses Maedchen. _ Addio piccola mia! -" Vietor gives a touching account of the last three weeks of Buechner's life, chronicled in the diary entries of a friend Karoline Schulz who nursed him. His physician was a fellow exile Johann Lukas Schoenlein - who later as professor in Berlin described the purpura that was named for him. - "Drei Tage vor dem Tod, als sein Zustand keine Hoffnung mehr zuliess, fragte sich die fromme Freundin (Karoline) mit zweifelnder Bitterkeit: "Warum?" Auf diese anklagende Frage nun erhielt sie unerwartete Antwort. Sie berichtet darueber: Da trat Wilhelm (ihr Mann) ins Zimmer, und da ich ihm meine verzweiflungsvollen Gedanken mitteilte, sagte er: "Unser Freund gibt Dir selbst Antwort, er hat soeben, nachdem ein heftiger Sturm von Phantasieen vorueber war, mit ruhiger, erhobener, feierlicher Stimme die Worte gesprochen: Wir haben der Schmerzen nicht zuviel, wir haben ihrer zu wenig, denn durch den Schmerz gehen wir zu Gott ein! - Wir sind Tod, Staub, Asche, wie duerften wir klagen? I've read Buechner's short story "Lenz", an account of a Winterreise through the Alps of Jakob Michael Reinhold Lenz whose deteriorating paranoid schizophrenia led him to the parsonage of Johann Friedrich Oberlin from whose account Buechner's story is said to be partially plagiarized. I read vivid descriptions of a man lost in the wintry Alps from which I have gleaned another perspective on Katenus' arrival at his mountain retreat in Chapter 45 on which I expect to start working again, sooner rather than later. Buechner's first drama, Dantons Tod, I interpret as sublimation of his own, failed efforts at violent revolution. I'm reminded presumptuously as always, of coming to terms with my own, far tamer, Nantucket disappointments in chapters 36 through 45 of Die Freunde. I'll most likely have more to say about Dantons Tod in subsequent letters. ========================= So far as your computer-screen evoked giddiness and nausea are concerned, there's no recognized relationship. Visual stimuli are thought on occasion to trigger cortical dysfunctions as in epilepsy and migraine, and the retina might well be sensitive to changes in polarization of light emitted from LED screens at different angles. Speculation on such topics however is of little practical value. More important, to make sure that blood pressure, pulse, blood chemistries including electrolytes are normal. The most likely diagnosis are the ordinary wear and tear of daily life and the Minnesota winter. A vacation - Erholungsreise - to Belmont or Konnarock might help. You're always invited. Jochen