I can't think of a better way to celebrate spring than a walk along the Mississippi such as you describe. I wish I could have been along, although I'm sufficiently realistic to know that my presence might have - would have - spoiled the party. I share your fascination with the Cetinkaya correspondence. I should be surprised, if it can last, if Dr. Cetinkaya will be able to stomach my interpretation of contemporary science and especially of modern medical theory and practice, ideas likely to be intolerable to everyone except to you and Helmut, my friend Cynthia Behrman and Klemens. (Margaret doesn't count; she knows me too well to take me seriously.) I hope before he gives up on me, Caner will give me the opportunity to learn from him about the language of Turkey, about its literature, music and religion, about which I know little more than the frivolous libretto of Mozart's Abduction. Quite possibly Caner has been so assimilated to modern Germany that his parents' homeland is almost as foreign to him as it is to me. Around the corner from where I sit, on the wall of my parents' bedroom, between the large mirror back of the dresser and the door, there hangs very simply framed with black tape to a thin pane of glass, a small postcard showing in shades of grey, in very close range, a mountain peak of jagged rock partially overgrown with clumps of grass. At the very summit, into a sky of threatening cumulus clouds, looms a large but simple cross, fashioned of two timbers in the conventional proportions at right angles. At the lower margin of the postcard the legend: "Hoch ragt das Kreuz von Golgatha" and immediately below: "Heimat fuer Heimatlose!" The author of this pious sentiment is not listed. To me the postcard is like a scar, almost a birthmark: for better or worse, it has constituted part of my consciousness at least for seventy-three years. I remember that before we left Germany, I considered the postcard my own. Whether it was specially selected for me or whether it was appropriated by me, I can't remember. Those were the days when I was scouring the gravestones in the city's churchyards for sentiments of loss and loneliness. I do remember helping to frame the picture and thus turn it into a prized possession. In 1940, when the Medical Center had been built, and I first had a room of my own, I hung it on the wall above my bed. There it remained while I went off to Philadelphia and to Cambridge. When, in 1952, my parents moved into their new house, the postcard found its place, not inappropriately I think, next to the mirror. To me it now seems like a yardstick with which I may measure how much I have changed. I have a vivid memory, in his lectures on Goethe, of Karl Vietor's relating to his students that Goethe, who cultivated an optimistic view of human nature and of human life, was offended by the obiquitous display on church steeples of the cross as the symbol of suffering. I entertained the possibility of adopting Goethe's sentiments, but ruled against them. Human suffering is terribly real and ought be neither concealed nor denied. If I nonetheless object to the public display of crucifixion mementos it's because I interpret such exhibitions as shameless mockery of the suffering of which it purports to remind us. I consider them as veils to mask, as decoys to distract from the cruelty which is rampant in our society, which we conceal from ourselves with curtains of deceptions and lies; and against the stench of which we spray ourselves with perfumes of self-righteousness. The name of the Bruegel painting, "Procession to Calvary" is a descriptor applicable also to the heavy truck and passenger car traffic on Interstate 81, a road which we regularly drive from Scranton PA to Chilhowie VA on the way to Konnarock and back when we return to Belmont. On the way south, just beyond Exit 300, where one first sees the northern reaches of the Blue Ridge Mountains on the eastern horizon, the highway turns westward, traversing a moderately deep valley north of Strasburg (VA) ascending from which as the lanes turn south, the driver is confronted with a set of three monumental crosses set on a hill by the roadside. The central and largest of these three crosses is of golden color. It is flanked by smaller ones with silvery paint. This advertisement for conventional Christianity is repeated at least once further on, featuring a set of identical crosses some miles north of Roanoke VA. One approaches these monuments to religious zeal without warning. No signs such as "Crucifixion Ahead, Fines Doubled for Speeding", no informational markers such as: "Golgotha Rest Area, No Sanitary Facilities, Keep Dogs On Leash". Obviously Golgotha is taken for granted and occasions no traffic congestion, no slowing of cars or trucks careening past at 70 m.p.h. The crosses by the side of the highway interrupt the sequence of other, secular, advertisements. Since each set of crosses is identical with the next, I infer organization at work; manufacture is centralized, distribution is franchised, - on what terms of course I don't know. In any event, the crosses are made in USA for Golgotha in the American style. I'm impressed by both the differences and the similarities with the "Gipfelkreuze" which dot the peaks of Bavarian and Austrian mountains, reminded of Rembrandt's etchings of the three crosses in multiple states of shadow, darkness and gloom, reminded not least of the postcard picture from my childhood, now on the bedroom wall, with the cross rising from rocky mountain top toward threatening cumulus clouds; and I must assume that the public displays of religiosity that are embarrassing to me when I pass them on the highway, have for their sponsors meanings analogous to that which the cross on the postcard had for me in my early childhood. My personal apprehension of Golgatha on the Interstate is never absent and requires no advertising. It reaches a crescendo when I pass the prisons: between in the very broad median of Interstate 95 near Needham MA, near Interstate 84 in Danbury CT, on both sides of Interstate 84 near Fishkill NY, by the side of Interstate 81 in Frackville PA, and overlooking Interstate 81 in Marion VA. I apologize to the inmates whose sites of humiliation/incarceration I've overlooked; but what I've listed should suffice to reflect the inhumanity of our culture. All this prefatory to an attempt to address your question of what the crucifixion represents to me, the answer to which might require more than one lifetime. I begin with the observation that I consider "religious experience" pure subjectivity, and therefore ultimately inaccessible to verbal exposition which being social or interpersonal is inherently objective. Given this caveat, I appoint myself as your Rabbi and remind you that "Golgatha" is a Hebrew expression, that Judaism is broad and deep enough to encompass "Christianity" and that both Judaism and Christianity should be understood as phases of a single religious phenomenon. I make this assertion, because you have previously told me that it makes you laugh; and making you laugh, i.e. making you happy, is the ultimate purpose of my letters to you. The crucifixion has many dimensions, can be understood in many perspectives. I don't know where I should begin. As I have emphatically explained in http://home.earthlink.net/~ernstmeyer/andere/K01.TXT I read all scripture as literature, and I believe literature properly understood, must be read as scripture. Most immediately, the accounts of the crucifixion deserve to be read as tragedy, evoking pity and fear, and effecting the purgation of these emotions. (Aristotle, Poetics) Aeschylus' drama "Prometheus" is also the account of the crucifixion of a god. The differences and the similarities between the Greek and the Hebrew religious experience are deserving of thought. I agree emphatically with your statement: "Yet it seems as though society harbors a desire to seek resolution through human or animal sacrifice. For example, when things go wrong in government, or in an organization, there is enormous pressure for someone "at the top" to resign. This satisfies the multitudes that the sin has been expiated, even though, more often than not, the one sacrificed was not especially responsible for the transgression, and the resignation or firing of said individual will do nothing to make a recurrence less likely." The phenomenon you describe is not new. I am reminded of the Jewish ritual by which the sins of the Israelites are transferred to the scapegoat which is then sent to perish in the wilderness. Here's the account from Wikipedia: "Throughout the year and on the Day of Atonement, the the record of all the sins of the Israelites was transferred to the Tabernacle by the blood of the sacrifices. On the Day of Atonement, the tabernacle was cleansed of all the accumulated sins by the ritual described in Leviticus 16. At that time the high priest transfers the accumulated sins from the tabernacle to the scapegoat which is then sent into the desert wilderness. The Tabernacle is thus cleansed of sin." My home-brew theology suggests to me that it was Isaiah's deep understanding of human nature that led him to conclude: a) that the instrument by which a society cleanses itself of imperfection (sin) is not really a goat or a lamb, but is in fact a select member of that society whom it punishes and destroys. b) that the cleansing of the society from sin is inherently a divine function, and that he who thus cleanses society is "the arm of the LORD" on whom "the LORD hath laid ... the iniquity of us all." By describing the meekness of that select member of society as that of a lamb, Isaiah created the metaphor of the Lamb of God. Jesus was a Jew who unconsciously/consciously acted out Isaiah's prophecy. In this context Chapter 53 of Isaiah is essential, worth reading once more: 1 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the LORD revealed? 2 For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there [is] no beauty that we should desire him. 3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were [our] faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. 4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. 5 But he [was] wounded for our transgressions, [he was] bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace [was] upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. 6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all. 7 He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth. 8 He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken. 9 And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither [was any] deceit in his mouth. 10 Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put [him] to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see [his] seed, he shall prolong [his] days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand. 11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, [and] shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities. 12 Therefore will I divide him [a portion] with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors. ================================ I interpret the "success" of Christian dogma as consequence of the circumstance that the crucifixion defines a fateful fault-line, to use the geologist's term, of human nature. The human being is both an individual and a social creature. Human individuality and human sociability are on a deep level mutually contradictory and irreconcilable. Human beings are unconditionally dependent on each other for their existence; yet to exist, human beings must assert themselves against one another and compete with one another. Hence hostility between human beings is unavoidable. Within the human spirit, sympathy as the cement of society and hostility as the defense of individuality are in unremitting competition; and neither can gain the ascendance because both are essential for survival. Sympathy and hostility are expressed directly between individuals as love and hate. Sympathy is expressed indirectly in the solicitude and care with which society cherishes and protects its individual members, Hostility is expressed indirectly in the callousness and cruelty with which society not infrequently destroys one of its own, whether with confiscation of property, with imprisonment, with torture or with judicial killing. The person who is the target of social hostility becomes an outcast and a scapegoat. Social hostility is integral to the existence of societies, which need both external and internal enemies in order to remain viable. External enemies are the targets of military action. Internal enemies are objects, victims, of judicial prosecution or persecution. The high priest was fulfilling his proper function when he gave advice: "Es war aber Caiphas der den Juden riet, es waere gut, dass ein Mensch wuerde umgebracht fuer das Volk." (But it was Caiphas who advised the Jews that it was good that a person should be killed for the people.) We human beings, I believe, are generally unaware of what we feel and what we fear. Certainly the spiritual seismic tensions which are created by the quasi geologic fault of our natures are as inscrutable to us as are the subterranean forces which periodically cause earthquakes, tsunamis and volcanic eruptions. I would understand if the Japanese, for example, lapsed into the habit of wearing Mount Fuji shaped amulets to ward of earthquakes. I interpret the crosses which dangle from the necks of so many human geese as amulets to ward off the seismic societal catastrophe which is epitomized and symbolized by crucifixion as the ultimate expulsion from society. The interpretation of the crucifixion as an expression of seismic events is firmly grounded in the New Testament which describes the earthquake that ensued on the death of Jesus: "Und siehe da, der Vorhang im Tempel zerriss in zwei Stuecke von oben an bis unten aus. Und die Erde erbebete und die Felsen zerrissen ..." "And behold, the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent; ..." Matthew 27:51 These considerations remind me once more of my picture postcard with its legend "Heimat fuer Heimatlose". The crucifixion creates an imaginary - but emotionally very compelling - other-worldly home to which the individual who is persecuted "in this world" is invited to flee. Moreover, "persecution in this world" is far more prevalent than we are prepared to admit. Your description of the film the "Mill and the Cross" suggests that its scriptwriters found persecution even in the Bruegel Procession to Calvary where it was on the surface inapparent. I suspect that a large fraction of gun-toting NRA members who have crosses dangling from their pickup truck rearview mirrors feel actually or potentially at odds with society, i.e., persecuted. Their being attracted by the powerful symbolism of the crucifixion is plausible to me. It's significant that the crucifixion finds an expression in art far more persuasive than any efforts at rationalization. The experience which is sublimated in the literary, musical and pictorial depiction of the crucifixion is not amenable to logical analysis. The spiritual significance of art is clearly defined in the fourth book of the Pentateuch. Having prohibited, in the Ten Commandments, all pictorial representation, God, after he had sent snakes to kill his chosen people, changes his mind and to rescue them institutes art as medical therapy, specifically by instructing Moses to make a brazen image of a serpent, and to raise the symbol high before the stricken people of Israel, ordaining that whoever gazes on the work of art of the brazen serpent shall be immunized against the venom of the living prototype - Too bad that Aristotle never had a look at the Septuagint. To my mind Moses' esthetics is more persuasive by far than Aristotles'. St. John went even further than Moses when he made the essential connection that posited the crucified Jesus as an object of healing, writing: As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so shall the Son of Man be lifted up that whosoever gazes on him shall not die ... John's exegesis identifying as it does the crucified Christ with the brazen serpent as emblems of healing and redemption equates the victim of crucifixion on whom we gaze not as human, not as divine, but as the ultimate work of art. As for the stumbling stone issue, whether Jesus is "God", I skip over it with the observation that inasmuch as no one can say who or what "God" is, the question whether Jesus is "God" is a teaser which makes no sense; or, in a more serious vein, I look for help to Bill Clinton who explained to the world that the answer depends on what the meaning of is is. Please try hard to laugh at me and my ideas ....