Dear Cyndy, Thank you for your letters. I've been working on chapter 52 all day, sitting at my computer in front of the large expanse of glass that I built into this addition. Outside the sky is a deep blue, visible through the "bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang", tree branches are waving in brisk wintry breezes, and in the bright sunshine, squirrels are chasing one another up and down the swaying tree trunks, as if impatient for the coming of spring. I like your suggestion about adding Skype to our repertoire. For me such a project would entail downloading from the Internet the latest version of the Linux operating system that I use, then downloading a compatible version of Skype, installing both on the one of my computers that has ears and a voice, - the one on which I'm typing now is deaf and dumb, - and crossing my thumbs, hard, hoping that everything functions as advertised. There's no cost in money, only time, two or three hours if I'm lucky, two or three weeks, if I'm not. As of this moment, I have my fingers in so many pies that I'm very stingy with my time, and if conversation between us is to arise, I'd rather start with the telephone. It would cost me a puny 4 cents a minute to talk to you. If you'd like to be telephoned, write me the day and the time, and be assured that your phone will ring on schedule. Please feel free also to telephone me at 617-484-8109 any time (24/7) when and if you're so inclined. On the other hand, it wouldn't surprise me, and would require neither explanation nor apology, if on second thought, you preferred for the time being at least to continue to protect the silence that has reigned between us for the past six or seven years. I'm reminded of a Rilke poem: Aber das Wehende höre, die ununterbrochene Nachricht, die aus Stille sich bildet. ( But listen to the wind, the uninterrupted message which silence engenders.) _ Duino Elegy #1 One of the distractions with which I've been intermittently preoccupied is a very tangential particpation in a "blog" (web-log) an ugly term for an intersting phenomenon. This "blog" is written my a man named Rainer Meyer - no known relation except through Adam and Eve - for die Frankfurter Allgemeine Zeitung, which is as close as anything in Germany gets to the N Y Times. I remember it as the paper that my father habitually picked up at the newsstand. Rainer Meyer writes under the pen name Don Alphonso. I don't know who he thinks he is, or whether he himself knows. The master of ceremonies in Cosi Fan Tutte spelled his name simply with "f". In any event, Don Alphonso writes a blog which he calls "Die Stuetzen der Gesellschaft" (The Pillars of Society) the German translation of Ibsen's Samfundets Stotter, in which he discourses on the foibles of the false aristocracy of the rich that has colonized the shores of the Tegernsee between Muenchen and the Alps. Since I found his German unusally sensitive and stylish, I expressed my approval in a very brief contribution to his blog, providing as required the URL of my own website. It's the sort of advertising that is congenial to me, and it worked. I received no direct reply, but subtracting the tallies of my counter, which stood at 2624 48 hours ago, and which now reads 2715, I infer that there have been 91 nibbles at my website, - perhaps 14 of which were my own. Without any expectation that any nibblers would actually read anything that I have written, I may have stumbled on a method for attracting attention. It will be simple enough for me to contribute to future blogs, short comments on topics about which I myself have thought; and when the clients of the Pillars of Society become bored with me, I can look for other blogs to which to contribute my five cents' worth. Here's how Don Alphonso introduces his opus: Willkommen im Blog der besseren Gesellschaft oder dem, was heute davon übrig ist, in der finanziellen Sorglosigkeit und beim Klassenkampf von oben gegen Neureiche und andere Zumutungen, beim Niedergang von Religion und Stand, bei den Müttern aller Buffetschlachten und ihren Töchtern mit Ehekrisen, über die man nicht redet, wenn mehr als 10 Freundinnen zuhören, fahren Sie mit beim leicht illegalen Geldtransport in die Schweiz und zum Speckkauf nach Meran, seien Sie Gast beim großbürgerlichen Wertekanon und profitieren Sie von dessen Kleingedruckten, setzen Sie sich gefälligst gerade hin, bewundern Sie die Tischdecke und die Bücher, genießen Sie Tee und tantenmordende Torten von Goldrandgeschirr aus erfolgreichen Erbkriegen, und bemühen Sie im Gespräch nur angemessene Dünkel. Erkunden Sie eine Welt, in der die Stützen der Gesellschaft selbst Stützen brauchen, vom Kindermädchen über den Vermögensverwalter bis zum letzten, einsamen Schnaufer am Rollator in der Seniorenresidenz. Willkommen im Blog der besseren Gesellschaft oder dem, Welcome to the blog of the upper classes, was heute davon übrig ist, or what remains of them nowadays in der finanziellen Sorglosigkeit financially secure, und beim Klassenkampf von oben gegen Neureiche and given the class wars from above against the newly rich und andere Zumutungen, and other impositions, beim Niedergang von Religion und Stand, considering the decline of religion and status, bei den Müttern aller Buffetschlachten in the context of the mothers of all buffet-battles und ihren Töchtern mit Ehekrisen, and their daughters with marital crises, über die man nicht redet, which one doesn't talk about, wenn mehr als 10 Freundinnen zuhören, when more than 10 of your girl friends are listening. fahren Sie mit beim leicht illegalen Geldtransport in die Schweiz Accompany us on the slightly illegal transfer of funds to Switzerland, und zum Speckkauf nach Meran, and to purchase fatback in Meran, seien Sie Gast beim großbürgerlichen Wertekanon be our guest at the upper-class investment seminar und profitieren Sie von dessen Kleingedruckten, and profit from the fine print. Setzen Sie sich gefälligst gerade hin, please sit up straight, bewundern Sie die Tischdecke und die Bücher, admire the tablecloth and the books, genießen Sie Tee und tantenmordende Torten von Goldrandgeschirr savor the tea and the delicious pies served on gilt-edged plates, aus erfolgreichen Erbkriegen, spoils of successful inheritance wars, und bemühen Sie im Gespräch nur angemessene Dünkel. and in your conversation express no more than appropriate vanities. Erkunden Sie eine Welt, Reconnoitre a world in der die Stützen der Gesellschaft selbst Stützen brauchen, in which the pillars of society are themselves in need of pillars, vom Kindermädchen über den Vermögensverwalter bis zum letzten, ranging from baby sitter to wealth manager to the final, einsamen Schnaufer am Rollator in der Seniorenresidenz. lonely sucker pushing his walker in the retirement home. Welcome to the blog of the upper classes, or what remains of them nowadays financially secure, given the class wars from above against the newly rich and other impositions, considering the decline of religion and status, in the context of the mothers of all buffet-battles and their daughters with marital crises, which one doesn't talk about, when more than 10 of your girl friends are listening. Accompany us on the slightly illegal transfer of funds to Switzerland, and to purchase fatback in Meran; be our guest at the upper-class investment seminar and profit from the fine print. Please sit up straight, admire the tablecloth and the books, savor the tea and the delicious pies served on gilt-edged plates, spoils of successful inheritance wars, and in your conversation express no more than appropriate vanities. Reconnoitre a world in which the pillars of society are themselves in need of pillars, ranging from baby sitter to wealth manager to the final, lonely sucker pushing his walker in the retirement home. So much for my perhaps imprudent excursion into Don Alphonso's realm, where, were it not for the seduction by sauciness and wit, you'd never find me. Just before lunch, Nathaniel telephoned. He was in high spirits. For reasons he didn't explain, except that they have nothing to do with him, the Pirates of Penzance production he was to conduct has been cancelled. He seems now to be devoting himself all the more passionately to the performance of Beethoven's Ninth at commencement, for which he is receiving widespread administrative support. I was impressed with his fervor for what might best be denominated as the tradition of classical German literature, of which I myself, in fact, have recently become somewhat sceptical. I explained to him that I had committed myself to the revision, elaboration, and extension of my writing until the moment of my incapacity, from whatever cause, leaving him the opportunity to publicize it, if he wished, but promising him in advance not to come back post mortem to haunt him, if he decided my writing was not worth promotion, and put it out on the curb on a Tuesday night, for trash collection on Wednesday morning. As for Judge Macdonald sending me to jail on April 5, the risk is minimal. But does my memory trick me when I ask, wasn't Priscilla Hiss your aunt? And wasn't Alger your uncle by marriage? And wasn't he sent to jail when he asserted his civil rights and sued Whittaker Chambers, and wasn't Alger convicted by the testimony of a documented liar whom the court wanted to believe for political reasons? You're the historian, you should know. I understand that I'm playing a dangerous game, and I shall surely try to stay out of trouble. What's remarkable is that to this juncture Mr. Pucci, Nantucket's lawyer has remained entirely passive, hasn't opposed my motion http://home.earthlink.net/~jochenmeyer/litigation/memorandum110112.txt To your question as to why it is I who drives Klemens to the airport at 4:45 a.m. you will find an answer, let us say in Chapter 77, which I won't be able to write for some years, if ever. Unless I get back to work right now, there's no chance. Please give my best to Ned. Jochen