Dear Cyndy, Thank you very much for your letter. Its questions about Katenuses ruminations arrived at the right moment, after I had just awoken to the thought that under the rubric of esthetics, Katenus did in fact have much to pontificate concerning music, architecture, the graphic arts, literature, language, and in a recursive mode about "philosophy". Imagine: the philosophy of philosophy, the metaphysics of metaphysics as the inception of a recursive chain reaction with no end in sight! The URL for which you asked is: http://home.earthlink.net/~ej1meyer/freunde/e052.html This is the English version of Chapter 52. Last evening when I stopped writing, I was busy upgrading the original with the "improvements" that had attached themselves to the English text. I'm going down for some breakfast now. When I return I'll want to start stuffing this letter to you with some of the thoughts that criss-crossed my mind as I awoke. I hope they won't all have been washed away by the coffee. After breakfast: The photo of Nathaniel on Mount Moosilauke was taken by Klemens. Yesterday at 5:30 a.m. the two of them set out in the red car, drove the 125 miles or so to Glencliff, then hiked 5 miles up the old carriage road to the summit. I felt bad - as I always do - to have been left behind. I felt worse because my arthritic right hip would never have made it. If it weren't for Margaret, I'd set out early some morning nonetheless. Probably long before I reached the summit, I would come a cropper, and when they found what was left of me frozen by the side of the trail, I would finally become famous, for perhaps 24 hours. But then, there's no fame that lasts forever. As I was having my coffee, I thought about your comments on Nathaniel and the 9th, about my suggestion to have an organist substitute for vocalists and chorus. Beethoven's own literary contribution (as distinct from Schiller's) "O Freunde, nicht diese Toene, sondern lasset und angenehmere anstimmen, und freudenvollere." struck me as an ironic comment on his own compositions, for, obviously, "die Toene" are the sounds of the 1st, 2nd and 3rd movements that the audience has just heard, now to be repudiated for what comes next: that hectic, impassioned, desperate shout for a joy - which obviously isn't there. A musical triumph, but a spiritual cropper. It's not a matter of becoming, but of being. You don't find happiness at the end of the rainbow. If you have it, you possess it here and now. If you don't, you won't find it next door, or, for that matter, on top of a mountain. It is wonderful to be happy, to be joyful. But to my ears, there's always a note of sadness in the proclamation: "I'm so happy!" Better leave it unsaid. Happiness is too fragile for trumpets and drums. The macabre landscape of Beethoven spirit is no place for Schiller's gentrified drinking song. It can't work, and it doesn't. Liberated from the words, the music might come into its own. The registers of the organ promise a wealth of nuances, ranging from Vox coelestis, Vox angelica, Vox Mystica, Vox humana, through Vox balenae, this last, the voice of the whale. Also to be considered: Vogelschrey - Bird Scream, Vox avis, or should it be Vox alitis. The critical issue and potentially most rewarding, it seems to me, is to provide the long overdue divorce of the mesalliance of sound and meaning which Beethoven had arranged. Happiness is at best a challenging subject for any musical composer. Most persuasive, to my ears, is Haendel's rendition of Milton's L'Allegro. I hear the wonderful musical description of "laughter holding both his sides." The descriptions of happiness in Bach's cantatas (e.g. Freue Dich erloeste Schar, Unser Mund sei voll Lachens) leave me with much to think about. Katenus comments that music, pictorial art, architecture, poetry and prose are each of them so diverse and so rich, that generalizations are absurd, that the deductive method will take us nowhere, while induction, inviting the consideration of thousands of instances, will lead to no result other than the exhaustion of the investigator. Katenus points out that neither the catalogue nor the description nor the analysis will do justice to esthetics, only the specific example of a work of art, and this, not as an occasion for rationalization, but as reference to its own reality. Katenus tells me to go bite the bullet, accompany Charlotte to cooking school, experiment with some of the recipes myself, let her introduce her teachers and her fellow students, and above all, lay off pretending to be a philosopher. Maybe I will, and maybe I won't. Please give my best to Ned, and stay well. Jochen