Dear Cyndy, Thank you very much for your letter. Its questions about Katneuses ruminations arrived just at the right moment, after I had just awoken to the thought that under the rubric of esthetics Katenus did in fact have much to pontificate concerning music, architecture, the graphic arts, literature, language, and in a recursive mode about "philosophy". Imagine: the philosophy of philosophy, the metaphysics of metaphysics as the inception of a chain reaction with no end in sight. The URL for which you asked is: http://home.earthlink.net/~ej1meyer/freunde/e052.html This is the English version of Chapter 52. Last evening when I stopped writing, I was busy upgrading the original with the "improvements" that had attached themselves to the English text. I'm going down for some breakfast now. When I return I'll want to start stuffing this letter to you with some of the thoughts that criss-crossed my mind as I awoke. I hope they won't all have been washed away by the coffee. Afterwards: The photo of Nathaniel on Mount Moosilauke was taken by Klemens. Yesterday at 5:30 a.m. the two of them set out in the red car, drove the 125 miles or so to Glencliff, then hiked 5 miles up the old carriage road to the summit. I felt bad - as I always do - to have been left behind. I felt worse because my arthritic right hip would never have made it. If it weren't for Margaret, I'd set out early some morning nonetheless, I would come a cropper, and when they found what was left of me frozen by the side of the trail, I would finally have become famous, for perhaps 24 hours. But then, there's no fame that lasts forever. As I was having my coffee, I thoughts about your comments on Nathaniel and the 9th, about my suggestion to have an organist substitute for vocalists and chorus. Beethoven's own literary contribution (as distinct from Schiller's) "O Freunde, nicht diese Toene, sondern lasset und angenehmere anstimmen, und freudenvollere." struck me as an ironic comment on his own compositions, for, obviously, "die Toene" are the sounds of the 1st, 2nd and 3rd movements that the audience has just heard, now to be repudiated for what comes next: that hectic, impassioned, desperate shout for joy - which obviously isn't there. A musical triumph, but a spiritual cropper. It's not a matter of becoming but of being. It is wonderful to be happy, to be joyful. But to my ears, there's always a note of sadness in the proclamation: "I'm so happy!" Better leave it unsaid. Happiness is too fragile for trumpets and drums. The macabre landscape of Beethoven spirit is no place for Schiller's gentrified drinking song. It can't work, and it doesn't. .