Dear Alex, Thank you for your thoughtful and understanding e-mail. I feel short of words tonight; not much to say. My memories of Margaret are a quicksand from which I can't extricate myself. The more I struglle, the more helpless I feel. Think of my lawsuit as a laboratory exercise in justice. Plumbing is but a pretext. The adversary is not the plumbing board but the Superior Court. Although it's not my person but my plumbing they want to destroy, I have an inkling of how the witches felt as they were marched up Gallows Hill in 1698. Its the awareness of the Holocaust that fuels me. Good night. Maybe a more cheerful letter tomorrow. Jochen