From: Nikola Chubrich To: Ernst Meyer Subject: A dialogue with an acupuncturist regarding Dr. Rako Date: Wed, 23 Dec 2020 11:58:00 -0500 6172852728: Nick, Dr Rako said you were in a manic episode. She also said you had fired her. Are you willing to come see me? Nicholas Chubrich: she lied to you, and I am not going to lie to you she had a freakout I didn’t pick up the phone for thirty seconds, and she started freaking out writing ALL CAPS then shouting at me on the phone not listening to her no, I do not wish to have anything further to do with Dr. Rako who fired a patient because she wouldn’t listen to a patient who already paid her for a session I asked her to listen to me for thirty seconds and she would start interrupting she was like a worried mother I don’t need two worried mothers dear God I am hopped down on so many drugs Bill I fear that my good stretch may be over a psychiatrist killed they always do and that’s because, Bill never forget this never, never forget this I described to Dr. Rako how abuse works but ultimately psychiatrists to a large degree work for abusers that’s the only way this gets covered up she will now spend the rest of my life gaslighting me I opened up a website a man who has survived four molestations four and get another one and another enemy into the bargain well Bill, life was looking good but don’t you dare gaslight me we have an independent relationship now I am not coming in today I am not manic I merely have people putting too much on my plate at once I do not want to hear from Dr Rako ever again, via you, or anyone else 6172852728: Nick, you mentioned being hopped down on drugs: are you on some meds now? Nicholas Chubrich: I am drowning in med inquiries right about now Bill, thanks to Dr. R. Tried pre-empt some. This is what happens when people who on’t understand what its ilke to be a patient treat this isa horror show let’s detach nothing to do rightow I may (o may not) reach out to you further hope yuo have a good chirstmas! 6172852728: Nick, I do hope you will stay in touch. We did some very good work together. I hope you will get in touch in the new year. Nicholas Chubrich: I will PayPal the remaining balance 6172852728: Nick, I do hope you will stay in touch. We did some very good work together. I hope you will get in touch in the new year. Nicholas Chubrich: I need to cut ties with you Bill, I’m sorry 6172852728: You have three remaining appointments with me which I will cancel for now. I hope you will feel free to make appts again. Nicholas Chubrich: What Dr. Rako did to me today was profoundly traumatic 6172852728: Nick, you also have an outstanding balance of $125. Nicholas Chubrich: She stands revealed as an egotist only out for herself She does not deserve to have a single patient No wonder she’s out on the Internet, preying on the unwary I should have known there was a catch She has $360 from me I ask you to get that from her I never want to hear her voice, see her voice, or hear her name spoken, Bill And since you came via her, we’re done here too She is an abusive therapist Deeply skilled But also deeply harmful Her greatest gift was to help me understand abuse Of course, being an abuser herself, she wasn’t interested in discussing abuse I’ve been molested four times in my life, Bill You need to start having quiet conversations with your patients about her Don’t pass any of this along to her Don’t you dare It’s her God given right in this tritotalitarian country 6172852728: Nick, all of this stays between us. Nicholas Chubrich: To abuse whomever she wants Thank you Bill Maybe we can see each other before I emigrate Had enough, finally Building a plan for Africa 6172852728: Nick are you with your parents? Nicholas Chubrich: It would be nice to see you Soon Tomorrow I’m fine As soon as she left my life there was a tough spot Bill, I almost went to the emergency room Well, now I realize All along The problem was her I had never been depressed before in my life She’s a bitch, Bill Pretty simple Now that she’s finally coughed up some meds, I feel OK Here’s hoping that Cape Town or Windhoek has fewer corrupt psychiatrists, assholes, pedophiles, bitches, fragile sensitive people...... 6172852728: Nick, thank you for being in touch. I hope you do not cut me out of your life. I want you to get help. I am going to sleep now. I hope you can sleep tonight! Nicholas Chubrich: It could scarcely be worse than here I will But please get the payment from Dr. Rako so I don’t have to deal with her And please not “I want you to.” Examine that carefully, and you’ll see a boundary-violating phrase. It’s an easy enough wording to slip into——I used to use it all the time. When I read When I say No I Feel Guilty, I woke up to how toxic that phrase can be. Something to ponder, anyway I have to sleep Thanks for all your help and kindness Thanks for your concern ,;;.