Good morning. I hope that you are well. I'm up. I slept very lightly and do not trust my judgment.  I believe my situation to be in fact terminal and so desperate that your plan to familiarize a third party with what remains of my life has a high probability of leading to immediate catastrophic consequences unintended and unanticipated by you. I have long since accepted that the circumstances of my death will be analogous to Margrit's.  Please reconsider.