Thank you for letting me know. Nathaniel spoke to me about painting the front door. He asked me about my wishes and he specifically and emphatically asked me to make the decision. I replied to him, a) that I would make the decision, but b) that I needed first to reach an understanding with you. I hope that your anger subsides soon, that you sleep well, and that soon, perhaps tomorrow, you will be willing and able to talk with me. If Mommy had lived, yesterday she would have been 99 years old.